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Saturday, February 17, 2007, 12:57 AM
i can say ytd was damm bloody fun. i was late coz i was in hmv finding X discs. apparently i went the wrong section. wtf. then i recieved boshi sms to find them at bowling alley. so i went over. luckily i came in time. so i played with them. i guttered so many times. urgh. i only have one spare in two games. now , picture that. isnt that pathetic? of cause i was the second last. with kuan liang as the last. HAHAHAH.we went to the arcade to play one daytona race. i was the first. it was kuan liang. he was laughing like mad then at the last second i overtook him.muahahah. then after that we walked over to suntec coz we wanted to buy some bloody dye for the stupid science project. so we went there lar. then duno why they talk abt sth.... erm.. cant say, hhaah...
then we went to carrefour to but the dye. then i know it is the first floor. so we went dwnstairs and on the way i saw a electronic keyboad. tried to play part of art of life piano solo.. ahaha...(amazing i am listening to art of life now).
then i saw the chocolate fountain. -loves-. LOL. then we went dwnstairs lar. then the bloody pple says it is at second floor. so impossible. then boshi say it was three so we went to sakae lor. then at first we tot only at conveyor belt so i ate them bloody little. then boshi told me that as far it is 1.90 even in the menu also can. so in the end i ordered a lot and ate. too sad i din take pictures of what i ate.haha. then boshi they al left first as they were very full. soon after we left too. ahh yes. b4 that at the toilet i had handful of water which i splatted at darick. : DD, then we went carrefour to ask the guys again whr is they dye. then kl just said to make agar-agar then the guy immediately know whr is it alr. so funny. thenm kl said" nxt time say agar agar can alr, save the trouble".
so after we bought the dye we went to find them. they played finish arcade and wanna go adiidas. so we played one daytona again and a basketball game. then we called them. to find they watche protege. LOL. then i suggested bowling again. but then we all broke alr. so in the end, we went home lor. and the best joke was that sean parents asked him to go bugis for dinner. i wondered how is he able to eat after eating so many sakae... LOL......
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i designed this X skin.
pictures sources joyc.
the rest is done by me. nice right ? muahaha
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happy chinese new year everyone and have a fun time. rock on pple! xDD
rmb to give me part of ur red packets earning can alr xDDD
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so here are the pics.
kl and sean : DDD
sean taking a picture of his food
sakae menu
endless food
more food!
emphaise is on my plates vs sean's. nt the two guys
kuanliang picking up his food
in a midst of snatching camera
round one completed
the interupted my picture taking. hrmph
with clearer picture
boshi's table round 1
kuan liang and his menu
duno what kl is doing
kl.. again
sepia moment
a bonus pic. forever love art cover
fun it was ytd
YEA!
TJ
I LOVE X at 12:52 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
cold frozen heart
Unfinished - X Japan
Oh! I'm looking at you
can't control myself
nothing, but pain for me
* wipe your tears from your eyes
just leave and forget me
no need to be hurt anymore
# go away from me now
I don't know what is love?
no need to be hurt anymore
you said, "I miss you so much
everynight thinking of you
and facing loneliness"
?But when you feel sadness
never can I stay with you
I'm not the one you need
close your eyes and forget me
there's nothing I can do anymore
I lost my way
I've been walking in the night of tears
there I found someone was holding you
as the night was falling down
with my love also vanished my vision of you
my heart is cold now
[* repeat]
you said, "I need you always
everyday thinking of you
and living loneliness"
[?repeat]
[# repeat]
can't find my way
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done this X skin. finally!!!! i am so tired. yawn. bye pple. i shall go slp.
RMB DUN LINK ME.
the blue frozen heart,
numb from all feelings.
TJ
I LOVE X at 11:17 PM
and LOL. the real thing starts here
after everything has passed, i shld have a fresh start.
ahah.. and i changed my blog url. i wanna make this private, in some way.
so if in anyway i told you my blog url, pls dun link me. i dun wish the sch and some of my seniors to know. so pls. pple. keep it private. yupp. will post sakae photos asap when i take themm xDD
life is a road, a journey;
at the end, i wanna be at the beginning with you
TJ
I LOVE X at 8:45 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
colorless love
Crucify My Love- X Japan
Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say goodbye
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever
Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away, and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry
Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way
'Til the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh Is it a crime to love
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say goodbye
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way
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and vdae was digusting, i was lonely too. the only parnter i got was bryn. luckily still got himm, or i nt i can go die seriously. hhahha.. played soccer on vdae. dun sound interesting, wasnt interesting to add.. i was just like stoning there lor. so much pple dun feel like chasing the crappy ball. so i just slacked there. i still prefer the teamgeist ball frm kuanliang. the ball frm zhou hong ( though is also adidas) was lousy lar. cant kick one, the feel is not there. cant kick well with that. blah.
this valentines was unforgettable. with the act of sean. thks a bunch.
when love became hatred,
everything that is impossible seems possible again
TJ
p.s my com bsod twice b4 i managed to let it boot it up. blah.
I LOVE X at 8:06 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
time after time. history repeated
DAHILA-X Japan
DO NOTHING BUT CRY
DAY AND NIGHT
kako to mirai no hazama de
kawaranai omoi
kirei na uso ni kaete mo... ALL ALONE
hateshinai yozora ni nagareru
namida wo dakishimete... mou ichido
OH MY DAHLIA
kokoro wo yurasu kanashimi wa
kazoe kirenai hoshi ni naru kedo
YOU DON'T KNOW
WHERE YOU'RE GOING TO GO
mayoi no naka de hirogeta
kodoku no tsubasa namida no umi wo koetara
YOU'LL SEE BLUE SKY
katachi no nai yume de mo ii
ashita no kaze ni kagashite
habataku... ima
TIME AFTER TIME
YOU TRY TO FIND YOURSELF
nagareru toki no naka de
tenai kizu dakishime
setsunasa no kaze ni mau
DREAM ON YOUR LEFT
DEAD ON YOUR RIGHT
aoi yoru wo dakishimete
ashita wo toikakeru
mujyun darake no kokoro ni... DEAD OR LIVE
eien no ichibyou ni nagareru
namida wo kazaranai de... mou nido to
OH MY DAHLIA
daremo ga motsu kokoro no kizuato ni
nagareru ame wa...
TIME AFTER TIME yoru no sora ni
umareta imi toikakeru
taenai namida no kawa
giniro ni kagayaku made
tsumetai kaze ni fukarete
tobitatenai toritachi ga
sorezore no yume dakishime
yoake no sora wo...
TIME AFTER TIME
YOU CRY IN REALITY
nagareru jikan wo tomete
nagashita namida no kiseki
gensou no hana ga saku
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i was so naughty today. i was playing need for speed during science lessons LOL. then IandE i was slacking lor. so sian. and our RR went mad again. YAY. it went kuku. according to mr lim. HAHA. i am nt doing anymore RR for the wk. YAY... wheeee
would you take the bet?
when u have a 50:50 chance
i wont
TJ
I LOVE X at 8:51 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
& when flowers fall, life is lost
i am just tired of everything.
ART OF LIFE - X Japan
Desert Rose
why do you live alone
if you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
are you white blue or bloody red
all I can see is drowning in cold grey sand
The winds of time
you knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I dont know how to set me free to live
my mind cries out feeling pain
I've been roaming to find myself
how long have I been feeling endless hurt
falling down rain flows into my heart
in the pain I'm waiting for you
can't go back
no place to go back to
life is lost. Flowers fall
if its all dreams
now wake me up
If its all real
just kill me
I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
it scares me to look at the world
don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I've tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
run away from you without saying any words
what I dont wanna lose is love
Through my eyes time goes by like tears
my emotions losing the color of life
kill my heart
release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
insanity takes hold over of me
Turning away from the wall
nothing I can see
the scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
he calls me from within
"All existance you see before you must be wiped out:
Dream, Reality, Memories
and yourself"
I begin to lose control of myself
my lust is so blind, destroys my mind
nobody can stop my turning to madness
no matter how you try to hold me in your heart
why do you wanna raise these walls
I dont know the meaning of hatred
my brain gets blown away hearing the words of lies
I only want to hold your love
Stab the dolls filled with hate
wash your self in their blood
drive to the raging current of time
swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
shout and start creating confusion
shed your blood for pleasure
and what? For love?
what am I supossed to do?
I believe in the madness called "Now"
past and future prison my heart
time is Blind
but I wanna trace my love
on the walls of time over pain in my heart
Art of life
insane blade stabbing dreams
try to break the truth now
but I can't heal this broken heart in pain
cannot start to live, cannot end my life
keep on crying
[guitar solo]
Close my eyes
time breathes I can hear
all love and sadness melt in my heart
dry my tears
wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life outside my walls
You can't DRAW A PICTURE of yesterday, so
you're painting your heart with your blood
you can't say "No"
only turning the wheel of time
with a rope around your neck
you build a wall of mortality and take a breath
from between the bricks
you make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
you're trying to commit suicide
you're satisfied with your prologue
now your painting your first chapter black
you are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
you're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage and
you are trying to kill me
I believe in the madness called "Now"
time goes flowing, breaking my heart
wanna live
can't let my heart kill myself
still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
but my heart goes to destroying the truth
tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
do I try to live, do I try to love
in my dream
[piano solo]
I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
no matter how you try to hold me in your world
like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was inchains of memory half-blinded
losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams
Close my eyes
rose breathes I can hear
all love and sadness melt in my heart
dry my tears
wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind
Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
don't know what I am
what lies are truth?
what truths are lies?
[guitar solo]
I believe in the madness called "Now"
time goes flowing breaking my heart
wanna live
can't let my heart kill myself
still I havent found what I'm looking for
Art of life
I try to stop myself
but my heart goes to destroying the truth
tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
do I try to live, do I try to love
Art of life
an Eternal Bleeding Heart
you never wanna breath your last
wanna live
can't let my heart kill myself
still I'm feeling for
a rose is breathing love
TJ
in my life
I LOVE X at 9:32 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006, 2:37 AM
kalalala. i rock
history of X
2:37 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
what you think.
this is a test blog.
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history of X
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